Tuesday, August 31, 2004
9:15 PM
Difficult stuffs to handle....yet everyone has it..
Be it BGR, family or friends relationship.....
Recently....or not so recently, got into a relationship...BGR~
Being single for so long.....finally convinced myself to get into a new relationship.....hmmm....mayb is i expected too much from him or i expected too much from myself which makes both of us tired and really torn apart.....i mean...eh....too tired bah....dun understand y....n was sorry abt it....but now.... getting quite used to wad he is like and this makes our life much easier......
However, still dun quite understand him at times....but....the gd thing for him is.....i'm changing my temper....n he oso admit that he can c the diff...gd for all!
Agree? hee..
Other than my changes, my best fren oso had some minor changes here and there... she oso got into a relationship!!!! We're really two of a kind..(pair..hehe) But the fact is, I started later den her lah....I'm slower!! haha....she ar.....oso sacrifice alot wor...changing her temper oso....n u can c the diff! haha....
hmm....ok enuff of the bullshitting for the day...Buai~~~!
Thursday, August 19, 2004
2:17 PM
haix.....long time nv posted anything liao......(bcoz i'm juz damn lazy to do anything to this stupid blog...) quite a few exciting things happen recently....n some unhappy ones too....
Here goes...:
Please note that this is a public apology to my dear fren = diana...(other not involved ppl can stop reading) haha...
so sorry abt wad happened this few days....i've really been thinking alot...i guess u can understand how i feel...u've been thru this haven't u?
i was really sorry to have ignored u for the past....2 or 3 days? i've think thru abt it...i knew it was my fault...
n i sincerely hope tat this wun change anything btw us....or shld i say...the 4 of us....i do oso hope tat u can join us b4 work, during lunch n after work....still chat wif me, yang n rina...
i guessed i've really gone crazy...but this is not an excuse i noe......n tat is y i publicly apologise to u...
i dunno wad i shld do to appease ur anger....maybe....bash me up? if can really make u happier, i dun mind...really~
i dun wish to lose a gd fren n i hope u wun hope to lose me....dun give mi up...pls.....
wad u said was true, i cant promise this wun happen again....but i can promise u tat....n assure u tat....i will really make alot of changes....
frens tat c each other occasionally n chat a little is definitely not wad i wanted us to be....n if this is going to happen.....i think i will bang my head to the wall....
So...pls listen to me juz once....can?
there's still a long way in front of us...all of us....
it'll be nice to have u all to walk me thru...n similarly, i'll walk u thru....hand in hand...
Once again...so sorry.....for everything....
sinful hui...