Friday, November 26, 2004
11:26 PM
finally....got the time to sit down n write my bloggie...haha...Gonna end my job in metro soon oso...many ppl will b missing me i noe..(hahaha..dun u all juz agree wif me?) Juz got my last off day yest oso...of coz went out wif dar...really seen quite a change in him...or is it maybe i hadn't seen him for a long time le??? Anyways, i realised we've reached the state whereby our relationship has finally stablised... *Phew!* haha..lesser of quarrels, more of romance...(how nice...)
BUT...having some stupid skin allergics now...making myself look even uglier...Oh My God~ i'm ugly enuff...how i can become uglier? T.T Scratching becomes my new hobby now...having to scratch my hands every now n then, making the skin tear off...Ouch! Certainly not a wonderful feeling...but wad to do...i have sensitive skin...
i guess dar might b asleep by now...haven seen him online from juz now...i think i gotta go do some other stuffs oso le~ byez..NiteX to all!
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
10:39 PM
Such a LONG time i've isolate my bloggie...hehehe busy working part-time...interesting enuff to noe tat i'm the oldest temp staff at my working place... haix...cant help but to admit old... T.T sob sob sob...but those frens there r really funny...wif the lamest joker Eugene n Liyin..hahaha they really make ur day when u feel unhappy...Other than the funny side of Eugene, actually he is oso a serious chap...always wif his "da dao li"...sick n tired of hearing all tat..but then, there was 1 i agreed to it completely...it says..."it is easy to get into a relationship...BUT it is the maintaining part tat is difficult!" How true~
Met wif some personal problems in this few wks too...sometimes...really dun understand myself oso...split personality? or..depression? haha...mayb juz crazy... had some difficulty understanding my dearest...or shld i say...had some difficulty being understanding to him...i am not an understanding person actually...i admit tat...i am the worst person in the world bah...i tried to be understanding but... sometimes...too difficult...i really cant stand certain things by nature...i am trying my best, dear...trust me...i will try harder...i'm glad u din let go...some things i dun like to say out...like sometimes wad i unhappy wif...its hard to say out to u...n its suffocating me sometimes tat i lose control of myself...i am so sorry....
anyways, i enjoyed myself today in the warehouse sale...n i'm going again tml wif my mum! hehehe =)