back from m'sia!!! after a day's trip...rush here rush there....but quite fulfilling...gotta eat my fav stall's prata...YUMMY! after tat...rushed to ah ma hse taking the local bus no. 18... Wah seh...really scares me off...the bus goes off w/o closing door..wads even better is..the passenger dun even have enuff time to get up or down the bus...u juz jump off to get urself out...the bus onli slows down...it wun stop! wad the hell...luckily the stop we alight at has 1 more guy getting down after me..leaving me ample time to slowly get off...haha..
den..its a long walk down to my ah ma's hse...coincidently, someone hu noes my dad n my dad dun recognizes drove pass us and gave us a ride...very "BEAUTIFUL" car with dozens of wires below the seats...entangling our legs...no air con...i think it has been in use since i was born...or even earlier!
hmm....now my brain is having alot of thots....mayb i shld end here b4 toking rubbish...

i am beginning to understand myself lesser n lesser...i dunno if i'm being unreasonable, not understanding or juz dunno wad...haix...have been trying to locate someone for the past hr..bcoz tml i'll b away for the whole day to m'sia...n wanted to tok to him v badly....but...juz too bad....its either i'm too "suay", he's ignoring me (quite impossible..)..or i am juz plainly unreasonable for no reason...i believe tat every gal would wish tat her bf or whoever she likes would sincerely b there for her n care...have been trying to tell myself to forget it...mayb juz hack care...but this is not the rite way, or is it?
i juz dunno.....unable to locate him thru hp...but saw him in msn...dun wish to tok to him at the moment...juz too sad...whole day he can do w/o my sms n not sms me... luckily my cousin accompanied me out...but this is not i wan...if i dun initiate any date...there will b none... T.T
juz too sad...saw how loving my cousin n her future husband is....how loving hj n diana is....comparing does make a person crazy...even if i dun compare...i'm not saying he's not gd to me...he can b nice...but juz MIA when i needed him most...till this pt of time...i really feel like crying....my heart is aching...indeed, it is not easy to handle a relationship...hope tat i wun get any heart fracture...
staying till this hr juz to get to find him in msn...busy playing his game...juz cant stop wondering how impt i am to him...wad if i juz disappear? wad would he do? anyway...i had to wake up at ard 5 tml morning...mayb juz tk a nap later so tat i can a least have some rest...stop thinking abt sad things...
*sad*

went out wif my dearest today..hmm...watched a movie but i still not quite get wad the movie is abt...KNS! wasted $$...aiyah...expected oso la...i so blur...hehe...next, we went to shop ard n he bought me a bear bear..eh..not those big big ones...juz a hp accessory...BUT still, i love it very much! n juz bcoz of this small prezzie...it really brightens up my day...
after walking a few rounds...i found out tat our stamina really like shit....juz went out for 1/2 a day, we're already worn out by the end of the trip..and during the bus ride on our way hm, both of us actually fell asleep on the bus! hahaha...interesting enuff...but i really fell asleep soundly...ZZZZZZzzzzzzz.....
n here i am now...craving for some tidbits to stuff my mouth...sian dao~ shld have bought some tidbits on my way hm juz now....ArGh~! k la...go do my stuffs le...

okok...update "jiu" update lor...hehehe...sian sia...no attachment stay at hm...gonna rot soon...waiting patiently for ppl to ask me out....or shld i say...waiting for tat someone to ask me out? hmm...wondering if i shld continue working as a promoter or not? hmmmm..... *thinking in progress*
SIBEI SIAN ARH!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha....going crazy soon...after coming hm late for so many days...my dad threaten to lock me out if i'm gonna stay out late again...lock me out or lock me in? aiyah...dunno lah..my mum nv say clearly...anyway i have to b cautious abt the time i'm going hm from now on...sian sia...anyone who noe me will noe tat i dun usually go hm early... =P so mayb the only solution is to......stay at hm lor... =( sob sob...
n oso...nothing else to write liao lah...nothing interesting happened nowadays... no much outings..sian~