I'LL NEVER BREAK YOUR HEART
Baby I know your hurting
Right now you feel like you could never love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you
From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt that you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Chorus
I'll never break your heart
I'lll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey that's no lie (2x)
As time goes by you
Will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes
And I know you're afraid
To let you're feelings show
And I understand
But girl it's time to let go
I deserve a try honey
Just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in you were so quick to judge
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see
Chorus (2x)
Bridge
No way, no how
I'll make you cry (2x)
Chorus
Sunday, January 30, 2005

10:20 PM
busy day..
had such a busy day wif my POT & BI..finally when i think i've did enuff...its already 10.30pm...shitty..here goes my sunday~
anyways, since i'm free, i started to surf ard the net..n managed to find some stupid jokes on the net..here goes..:

Stupid Joke No.1
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Working at a theater box-office ticket window poses many challenges in dealing with people.

When a disgruntled customer at a window exclaimed, "No Tickets?" What do you mean NO TICKETS?"

The women waiting on him smiled sweeting. "I'm terribly sorry, sir," she replied. "Which word didn't you understand?"

Stupid Joke No.2
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Crazy people talk
A doctor of psychology was doing his normal morning rounds when he entered a patient's room. He found Patient #1 sitting on the floor, pretending to saw a piece of wood in half.

Patient #2 was hanging from the ceiling, by his feet.

The doctor asked patient number 1 what he was doing. The patient replied, "Can't you see I'm sawing this piece of wood in half?" The doctor inquired of Patient #1 what Patient #2 was doing. Patient #1 replied, "Oh. He's my friend, but he's a little crazy. He thinks he's a lightbulb." The doctor looks up and notices Patient #2's face is going all red.

The doctor asks Patient #1, "If he's your friend, you should get him down from there before he hurts himself"

Patient #1 replies, "What? And work in the dark?"
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hahaha...ok...enuff of jokes...gotta go rest le~~~
buai buai~




1:30 AM
--6th month anniversary--

A whisper, a word, your touch, your feel, I long for these dreams to become real.

To taste your sweet lips, to feel your soft skin next to mine.
Please wake me from these
dreams of mine.

I long for you to hold me close never let me go, to listen to the beat of your heart tell me that you love me so.

Wrap me in your love,
cover me in kisses.
Please tell me that this moment
I'm dreaming of is more than empty wishes.

dar..happy anniversary! muacks!



Saturday, January 29, 2005

10:30 PM
new yr's coming!
today, went to shop for dar's clothes...actually not tat difficult to find clothes for him..coz he has the long legs and "ok-built"..the most impt thing is..he's not fussy abt clothings...anything i choose for him is ok to him...so, within few hrs, we're done wif the shopping...but the time is already ard 7++ in the evening..so we sat down n had a drink b4 making our way hm...
surprisingly, found liyin (metro fren), horng ann (hj's bro) and 2 other frens (not v close) while on our way out of PS. Such a long time not seeing each other...hope to have a gathering wif u guys soon! :) and dar's comment abt horng ann is tat...hj n him dun look alike though they're bros...hahaha! this applies to dar n his bro too!
after doing all the shopping for today...i had a rough idea on wad i'm gonna get for dar on our 6th month anniversary...hehehe...
dar..muack muack~! nitex



Thursday, January 27, 2005

11:35 PM
tiring day indeed...
today..woke up at 6++....my god..the sky still dark...and y am i awake? for the stupid napha which i failed badly! haix...but it was interesting lah...coz i nearly tripped...-_-" diao rite....dunno how i run shutter run...1st try - warm up, 2nd try - tripped, 3rd try - best try..but failed! hahaha...
only managed to score better in flex-arm and sit-n-reach...and the total is like......7 pts? wah...tat's a disgrace to all my frens...so "sia suah"..but its expected...so..no need get too bothered by it..
but now i'm suffering the after-effects...aching muscules and dehydrated body~ anyways...tml gotta get up early...
nitex my love...



Tuesday, January 25, 2005

11:27 PM
Today's topic is, Being grateful...
Being grateful..be grateful tat u're born...not for the unhappiness tat u might encounter, but be thankful tat u're born to meet the people tat'll make ur life interesting and meaningful~
Being grateful...for all the friends tat u've made over the years and made u wad u r currently...for the bad friends whom haven made u more careful and matured, and for the good friends whom bring u happiness n joy...
Being grateful...for the relationships that you have been thru and made u understand how to love a person more and make others happy...
Lastly...
Being grateful...for the fact tat u r who u r...

For me...i'm grateful for everything i have..and everything that i dun have...coz i believe that for everything tat's done, there's a reason behind it...



Monday, January 24, 2005

3:18 PM
~The difference btw gals and guys~
Here i'll like to share wif u the difference btw a gal and a guy in a relationship..
For gals: they'll do anything that makes her bf happy...
For guys: they'll do anything to make themselves happy...
So, how can 2 individuals...2 v different individuals stay together happily? i can only say that some party has to giv, some party has to take...the degree as to giving out how much depends on how much love that party has towards the other party...but for the receiving party, nothing is for GRANTED...and NOTHING shld be taken for granted...this is wad i can say...nothing in this world is for free...if someone treats you good, treat the person doubly good...n NOT the other way round...
thats all~



Friday, January 21, 2005

9:03 PM
today...hmmm...went to chinatown wif my parents..bought some shirts for dad n mum..n finally got a shirt for myself...my first new yr clothes bought! hee..next wad shld i buy huh...HmMmZ..
after all the shopping is done, *growl* hee..felt hungry le... :P SO, i hurried my parents to look for some food for me~~~ hEhEz..finally after some time, we reached a restaurant...how glad~
now tat i've already reached hm, i noe i shld b studying...BUT, how come the mood isn't there!? i mean...i'm holding on to the notes but the things written on the paper juz cant get into my head...think muz b i had too much fun today..oh gosh~ wad shld i do? but again, i din have much fun wad...so many people..so much squeezing n pushing..wad the....."majiam" free stuffs to tk sia.. -_-"
actually, i'm wondering wad "he" is doing now..hMmZ..*thinking in process* juz wanna ask u to take care n study hard bah..jia you!! dunno if u've received my e-mail yest nite...hMmZ..*thinking in process* AGAIN~ hahaha..
tat's all folks!



Thursday, January 20, 2005

10:44 PM
stress + problems = guess wad?
n wad do u guys think the answer will be? of coz.....the answer is.....double sickness!!! hehehe....though i dun look sick....(i always dun look sick when i actually am...) btw, wad the hack is double sickness? hmm...simple...it means i feel double sickly!!! hahahha..but..thanks for the concern from all my frenZ~ love u all! wif all ur concerns plus dar-dar's concern...i'm recovering fast n steady...gd thing is..today is thurs n the next paper is on next mon!! hurray!
having lots n lots of time to enjoy b4 i get started on my next paper..so....got dar-dar, cat, alex n joshua for a movie-"Elektra" hmm...not a v interesting movie...dun have a v good story line...BUT..one thing gd is...they have gd actors to cover the other weaknesses...after the movie...we went to shop for clothes...actually i mean i accompanied them to shop for some guy clothes for joshua...
strolled for a few hrs before splitting ways for each of us to go hm...sorry dar..shld have suggested to go hm earlier...but i was too happy to finally got the chance to go out n have fun~(sounds like cave woman -_-?) anyways, u noe how much effort we spent on studying...n my way of relaxing is to go out wif frens and enjoy...sorry sorry..
*yawn* nitey!



Saturday, January 08, 2005

5:19 PM
Haiz...finally got to sit down and do something tat is not tat impt...(update blog) hehe...nowadays, my life is hectic and meaningless...wif so many projects on hand and a relationship tat is difficult to handle...i mean...all relationships are difficult to handle, aren't them?
Spent my "morning" playing badminton wif my godbro n his fren...actually not quite of a morning...coz i went out at 1...but i woke up at 12...so...i consider it as a morning.. :P A good chance for me to exercise my body...and a good chance to spend some time wif my godbros...coz we're juz too busy for each other...haha~
Discussed some issues abt diving wif Andrew after the game n realise tat i'm still quite into this activity...(hmm...shld tk up this activity soon..) maybe a good form of way to relax too? -_-?
Anyways, term test is coming and i'm still busy wif FYP...actually i dun hate programming...i juz hate the errors! haha...dunno how to make myself relax...always so tensed up...even when i'm playing badminton, i'll be thinking of the stupid FYP...
Juz wondering how could i have changed so much...i used to not think of studies so much...not being bothered so much by my grades in sec sch...but now, its a different me...As a person grow up, he/she will be burdened by lots n lots of responsibilities, troubles and etc...
Luckily for me, i still have lots of ppl who are there for me when i need them... Something tats is worth to be proud of! :)
ok...i shall end my grumbles here...if not i'll go on n on........................