writing my blog in office again....3rd time! haha....supervisor busy..cannot disturb...later juz send him the stuffs i've done..... btw, today is our 2nd mth anniversary.....hehe going out later of coz! though its 2nd mth, but its the 1st time celebrating... coz nobody took the initiative to ask the other out on our 1st anniversary...guess wad i bought for him? hehe i wun tell...(only diana knows....gal..Shhh...dun tell.. =P) later he'll know it when he opens....
2 days ago, mid-autumn festival, we oso went out...to pasir ris park....juz to admire the beauty of the moon on tat special day....surprisingly on tat day, there're alot of family gatherings there...for the same purpose i suppose? hehe....ok here's the description of the moon for those hu din manage to catch the beauty of it...it was round, but not v round...yellowish-orange and it looks like its v near the earth...the fact tat it is not v round is bcoz moon is roundest on 2nd n 16th of the mth...not 1st n 15th wor....(i onli got this info yest..) if dun believe, go find out urselves! n if u all noe, u could make a wish on mid-autumn festival...but its only entitled to ur love life...i heard this from somewhere sometime....dunno true or not la...juz make a wish lor...it wun hurt..will it? after admiring the moon, we made our way back...got out of the park from car park A... WRONG MOVE! haix...no choice...gotta walk all the way along the road, pass thru the houses, coasta sand chalet...n finally reach the bus stop...not a v wise choice indeed....i was using my fastest speed to get out of the dark...luckily there're still cars ard...but still...i feel sort of...errie....holding his hand firmly, my heart pumping real fast, we reach the bus stop in ard 5 mins...when the actual walking dist may tk me 15mins during normal circumstances...at tat moment, really appreaciate he's wif me...i have always appreciated his accompany...but tat moment....it juz feels...aiyah...dunno how to describe...
den we're separated for wednesday....i was wif diana...my soulmate, best fren, sis-cum-bro...waHaha...went shopping...looking for gifts for her colleagues...n 9 Oct...next sat....looking forward to it....not bcoz its his bdae....but bcoz we're going sentosa....this time i wanna watch the musical fountain...the last time i went was on my bdae.....but we played till quite late...n gotta rush for the last cable...tats y i missed my musical fountain...sian!
k la....the time now is 5.15...45mins later i'll b out of this office n on my way to meet "him"... =)

here i am writing my blog at work again...better not get caught...hehe juz had a wonderful lunch wif him...anything i do wif him is considered wonderful to me bah.. =) this is the really last time we're gonna have our meal in tanjong pagar..life is certainly boring w/o him ard..i waited n waited for the whole morning until its time for lunch...this is when i felt energetic again...
thinking abt it, it's only 1 day i've not seen him....n yet i can miss him so much...wondering how diana got thru all this while...muz b v difficult for her...hey hj, better treat her better ar... =)
this is oso when i feel useless...so dependent on him...like as if i cant live w/o him anymore...its true to a certain extent la...but i really feel tat we've been thru alot...weird feeling i'm having rite now... sometimes how i wish the time will stop now..stop at this moment where i have a wonderful bf, loving family n caring friends all ard me...tats enuff for me..i no need to have alot of money, a big hse or a luxury car to survive...(if have is better la, of coz =P) but wif these 3 components in my life, i feel complete...it may even feel much happier than to win a lucky draw..so my advice to all my single frens: get a gd bf soon...u'll feel very loved n the world seems so nice out of a sudden...dun think too much when getting a bf, as long as the feeling is rite and its there..dun waste anymore time...time wun wait for u...u'll juz slip the opportunity...this is something i've realise...luckily i grabbed him... =) dun fight wif me ar! hahaha...
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Feeling very refreshed and ready for the date wif my dearest in the afternoon...met him at 1+ ard my place..so sweet of him to come over n fetch me.. =) After which, we went to Causeway pt thru train..the fastest n most affordable travelling tool tat is available for us...Upon reaching the mall, we started looking for dear hj's bdae theme color clothes...shortlisted 3 tees tat are pretty nice n oso spotted a pair of sandals to replace his old pair...
Made a few rounds juz to look ard for any interesting stuffs...den went all the way up to the top level to catch a movie (white chicks).. It was a funny show n it oso justifies the price we paid for the tickets...
Went back to the stores to choose the most suitable tee for him..went in n out of the shops quite a few times...making us abit paiseh...but finally got a Addidas tee tat suits him most! hehe...oso got tat pair of sandals b4 making our way back..dun waste this trip mah... =P
On our way back on the train, suddenly felt very touched by everything he has done for me n my tears started to flow down my cheeks...sorry meh..i bluff u..i was shedding tears of joy..after drying my tears, he made me cry again...but i noe tat i cant cry loud..many ppl r looking...so juz shed tears in silent...i stress this again..its tears of joy...felt v glad to have him ard.. =)
Got back my usual bubbly self not long after n started chatting abt the future...hehe...wondering how am i gonna survive when he goes NS...den suddenly got the urge to think abt baby names...tot of 2 best names, "zi jing" for boi n "zi yue" for gal gal..hehe..nice rite? i'm gd at getting names for babies... hehe...Shortly after all the laughters, we parted...i've reached my place...
Lastly, meh...thank u for everything u've done for me...thinking over it now still makes me feel like dropping tears...i really appreciate it..can imagine how much feelings i have for u? =) n i hereby wanna dedicate tat song "i will always love u" from "zhong yi da ge da" to u...if u din managed to hear it, d/l lor...hehe
ok..i shall end my nagging here...nitex to all~

up till now...i still have not eaten my dinner...n my lunch only consist of a piece of "ah kun" toast bread...got quite hungry now...but dunno wad to eat...busy typing report hours ago...still have not complete yet!!
hehe...suddenly felt that "he" is treating me better...showing much more concern...Aww...so sweet inside me...BUT..the problem of him not picking up my calls n replying to sms is still the SAME..hmmm....nvm liao lor...if "he" wans to change, he will...but i juz dunno y "he" turn his phone ringing volume to so soft..how to hear? hehe...for tp students sure cant hear one mah..all "deaf" leh...
Pretty enjoyed my day wif accompanying my fren to an NE talk in the morning and later to TM to look ard...haven spent much time wif her recently...so sorry abt it..realised she hadn't been v gd nowadays...her "best fren" in tp seems to drift away from her..aiyo...how can like tat? hmm...but nvm..i'll b there for her...we're always sistas..anyways...we spent like 3hrs chatting non-stop in my void deck today! WaHaha...power leh!
k la...gtg...bro using com..buai~

Had a serious miscommunication last nite wif my dearest...and i really mean SERIOUS miscommunication...made me quite sad for a moment...but after tat...back to normal again.... =) mayb i shld really tk up a class tat teaches me to express myself...HAHA....other than tat, the nite was quite perfect and i gotta noe how much he really care....and FINALLY felt some love from him......mayb my sense r not that sharp....=P
Throughout the whole day at work yest was pretty stressful as the boss was in for the WHOLE day....n i set a target for myself to complete my work for tat day....after hitting my target, got quite relieved and started chatting wif rina...hehe.......we tok abt the accidents during camping and i realised.....i had a really bad fall during my sec 1 camp...mayb tat's the reason to my terrible poor memory now....cant blame me for that accident actually.....i'm the victim! hee....is tat a side effect? hmm......
And now...here i am in the office slacking...eh...not really slacking.....i'm thinking while posting my blog! multi-tasking ok? haha...i'm struggling wif my codings actually...hmmm....ok better stop here b4 my supervisor finds out tat i'm "multi-tasking"! bye~

Going to the 2nd month anniversary soon...getting sweeter and sweeter as time goes by...got a better understanding of each of us and it seems tat...i'm closer and closer to him...so close tat...its difficult not to c him even for juz one day! hee...i'm stuck to him.... =P
Not much of quarrels nowadays...if not happy juz say lor.. =) den change to suit the other party...no pt keep and keep...the other party wun noe wads wrong anyway...this is wad i've realised..(its as if i'm writing a learning experience..HAHA~)
Anyways, i've promised to wait for him during his 2yrs in NS...hope it wun be difficult to pass my time w/o him by my side...mayb i'll cry for the first few days while he's inside...but..tears will run out wouldn't it? Whenever this topic comes to my mind, i'll feel terribly sad deep inside... T.T
Just yest we went to watch a korean ghost story, "The Ghost". It wasn't tat scary as i tot it will...luckily...("heng" ar...) hehe...after tat, i gotta rush for the "next appointment" - my grandma's bdae dinner..cant pei him for dinner..so sorry abt it...it was an enjoyable dinner wif all my cousins sharing 1 table..actually not all are cousins...one of my cousin brought his gf to sit wif us..quite a cute gal..even got a chance to tok to her directly...(hmm...mayb i'm really an extrovert).. =) back to the topic...after tat dinner, we split into generally 4 grps of ppl...the adults went for mahjong session, me, my bro, godbro, and 2 cousins went for bowling game, the ladies went shopping and the last grp is wad is known as the "others" (i dunno where they go..so categorized as "others")...
For today, actually we planned to go watch the sunset...but...it rained~! sob sob sob...ARGH~! actually could have spent a evening together...
ok...gtg watch "zhong yi da ge da le"... buai~

overall comment for the day: lotsa ups n downs
ups:
- went to lunch alone wif yang...quite enjoyable..helped me relieve some stress..
- managed to understand wad my supervisor wans...FINALLY...
- had a gd tok wif diana....
- and after work...i oso talked to rina abt work stuffs...
blah blah blah...

downs:
- din really understand wad supervisor was toking abt in the first place...made both of us v irritated n annoyed....
- after work....i was given a black face....
- yang din wait for me...(its ok..i'm not angry wif tat)
- other stuffs he did which made me quite sad....
- stress + sad = crazy..and abit of tears here n there....

haix....this makes up 02/09/04...a sad day...or maybe not so sad..coz i managed to get my pay....
ok...tml still gotta face the pressure...nitex